Priority

I'm never the first priority; there's something more important than me all the time; & I'm sick of it!

I'm sick of open up my heart & let people in when they don't deserve it, I'm sick of being the second in everything.

& I'm tired of everything, I'm tired of disappointments, tired of... not being asked to wait, that shows me that he doesn't even care a shit about me -.- fuck you! I don't need you, I love but you're making me suffer & I don't want that now, I don't need it in my life. Please go away, I don't want your bipolar shit anymore! I don't want to be so insecure while I'm talking to you!

Fuck you! :D